scribble scrabble

>at that moment breathing wasnt real.

>i hear the outside door close
something tells me its you and i get nervous
usually you give a slight knock, but not this time
it confuses me

maybe i simply wanted it too much?

and then i see you looking back at me in a mirror
that smile that still mesmerizes me every time
shyness in your eyes when you avert your look
softness of your skin when you wrap your arms around me

i can still feel your lips on my neck.

your fingertips tracing the inked lines on my collar bone
slowly you replace them with your lips
i struggle to slow my breathing while holding onto your hips
and i can feel myself falling in love with you again

with a smile on my face i leave and close the door behind me.